Got Your Back,

So, it's been a while... if anyone reads this, how many of you thought I was dead? Haha. Sometimes I wish... It might make things easier you know. You know what though... somehow, something always stops me - there's always something worth living for and if there's not then strive for something. If you can't find anything turn around and look behind you - there's friends, family, and God. They've all got your back. That's why I'm still here...

If what you were living for is now gone... chances are they're still right there with you by your side, just not in a physical form. Being positive about life, changes your life... You think positive enough, you stand a chance against any odds - as long as you can tell yourself you can do it, you can. There's a quote I once heard... "Whatever you think you can or cannot do, you're right."

I'm going through real hard times at the moment, with a friend in hospital, my mum with a fractured spine, daily life in chaos, me now physically sick from all the emotional stress, my HSC year at school... but through it all, I know I will be ok for two reasons: God is with me, and because I believe it. Now I know it doesn't always work... but each time I fall I get back up. If nothing else that is what my previous posts prove.

So here I am in 2010 thinking of how much I hate this year... when really, I AM getting better slowly, I AM moving forwards - I'm taking those steps one by one... and even when I slip, sometimes falling right back to the bottom, I just pray to God to help me LIVE my life.

Bless you all.