Reasons and Conflicts

So, this is my first post. My reasons? Writing is my outlet... I don't want to hurt those close to me with them, so I figure: Why not make a blog after all this time, publish some old things and the new and get it out? Hey, maybe I'll even find some help out there...
My conflicts? Same as above. I care too much to hurt those I love. They may come across this or find it one day - but that is not my doing. Maybe I am in the wrong to hide my true fears, pains, emotions and hurt from them... But I will protect them always - as I would any friend or family member.
So; here I write and express freely. In truth I do not care what you think if you happen to read this because if you hate it - it's still not going to change what I have written or how I feel.
You are more than welcome to comment, but don't think of calling me a complainer - because all I am doing is expressing myself for once in my damn life!