"Go Away, you insensitive power driven Fkrs."

Just when I thought things were getting better. AGAIN.
You have no idea how hard it is to stand up and be strong when you keep getting pushed down.
I have been told that I have been through so much that I don't deserve any of this... but shit keeps happening to push me down, and I get back up... but each time it's harder to get up again, until I'm sitting here going "Why the hell should I get up?" because of those I love and care for. If nothing else, I want to be there for them.

They fired my dad. Been a long battle but I finally thought they would let him stay... He does so much good for our school. Our school is the only school out of 8 that i have been to that really cares about the students. It's like a huge family - my sister is going to her teachers wedding reception, some of my friends hang out on Saturdays with them... My dad? He changed so many kids lives for the better and now they go and fire him because they just don't like him. He turned the most difficult kids in to one's that love to be here.. he had so many great ideas he brought in to the school and made things so much better in every way he could.

My dad called me to tell me today, and the reason I was given: "They don't want me to teach there anymore.." and that's it! If you can fire someone just because you "don't like them" it's a childish and RIDICULOUSLY fuckin' stupid concept.

When I'm angry, I don't care what happens to me anymore. Right now I'm angry and I feel like going and killing those resonsible for doing something so self-centered and pig-headed. I know I won't because it would be stupid and other people in their power would just use it to hurt others... For the sake of those I love, I stay quiet and keep it all inside. For those I love, I live on.

I have nothing left to fight on besides that.. Faith in others - to love and care for them.
...So that's what I'll do I guess.