Fight Inside

...I guess it's been a long while since I posted anything here, but I figured no one read it anyway so it wouldn't really matter. I suppose if anyone does read this I should give them hope and not be so depressing but this is a place where I express myself and how I feel... Right now this song comes pretty close to how I feel and what I'm going through... So, here:

"Fight Inside"

[VERSE 1]
Enemy, familiar friend
My beginning and my end.
Knowing truth, whispering lies
And it hurts again.

What I fear and what I've tried,
Words I say and what I hide.
All the pain, I want it to end
But I want it again.

[CHORUS 1]
And it finds me
The fight inside is coursing through my veins.
And it's raging
The fight inside is breaking me again.

[VERSE 2]
I'm still the same, pursuing pain.
Is it worth all that I've gained?
We both know how this will end,
But I'd do it again.

[CHORUS 2]
And it finds me
The fight inside is coursing through my veins.
And it's raging
The fight inside is hurting me again.

And it finds me
The war within me pulls me under.
And without You
The fight inside is breaking me again.

[BRIDGE]
(It's nothing.) It's everything.
(It's nothing.) It's everything.
(It's nothing.) It's everything.
(It's nothing.) It's everything.

[CHORUS 2]

It's breaking me.
It's breaking me.

I'm falling apart.
I'm falling apart.

So yeah.. there you have it I guess. This band runs hand in hand with Skillet and Breaking Benjamin and their music nearly all seems to be relevant.